Learning to Teach: A Growth Narrative
This shift moved my teaching from responsive to intentional. I became more deliberate in how I scaffolded complex learning. I introduced co-constructed timelines and assignment pacing that reflected students’ realities. I built in feedback loops that allowed me to adjust in real time rather than waiting for end-of-semester evaluations. I began to think more carefully about how to hold both rigour and care in the same space, not as competing demands, but as mutually reinforcing conditions for learning.
The innovations presented in this portfolio emerged directly from that shift. The structured research support programme was developed from recognising that students needed guidance beyond what the formal curriculum could provide. The intensive, ten-week self-paced research course was developed in recognition of the need for structured, accessible support to build research readiness outside the constraints of the formal timetable. The broader research support programme extended that work by providing ongoing scaffolding for students as they moved from proposal to completion. Mek Wi Talk grew from the need to create sustained, dialogic spaces where students could engage publicly with ideas and practice. My trauma-responsive pedagogical approach was developed from attending more carefully to the emotional and embodied realities students bring into the classroom, and to the conditions required for meaningful engagement with difficult material. The redesign of the Critical Reading and Writing course emerged from the need to engage more directly with the realities of writing in the age of artificial intelligence, and to support students in using these tools ethically and critically as part of their thinking and writing processes. The teaching of reflexivity and positionality as methodological practice emerged from a concern that students were being asked to conduct research without first understanding how their own epistemologies shape the questions they ask. The Student Editorial Committee was designed to make the processes of academic publishing visible and accessible, addressing a gap I had observed in students’ preparation for scholarly work. My use of arts-based pedagogy developed from the need to create alternative pathways into knowledge production, particularly for students who do not initially recognise their own ways of knowing as valid within academic spaces.
This development has not been linear, and I do not position my pedagogical practice as complete. I continue to engage in professional learning through contemplative pedagogy, trauma-informed approaches, Caribbean feminist scholarship, and arts-based research. I remain attentive to the ways students experience the classroom and to the limits of my own assumptions.
What has changed is not only what I do in the classroom, but how I understand teaching itself. I now approach it as a practice that requires design, reflection, and ongoing revision. The classroom I inhabit today reflects that commitment. It is structured, responsive, and intentionally shaped to support students not only in acquiring knowledge but in developing the capacity to use it.
I came into university teaching with deep content expertise, a strong sense of responsibility to my students, and no formal pedagogical training. Like many academics, I assumed that knowing my field and caring about students would be enough.
It was not.
What became clear early in my practice was that knowing something and knowing how to teach it are fundamentally different competencies. I could hold a room. I could facilitate discussion. But I had not yet developed the deliberate structures required to support consistent, rigorous student learning. What I was offering was presence. What students also needed was design.
My engagement with the Certificate of University Teaching and Learning (CUTL) programme at UWI Mona marked a turning point in my pedagogical development. The programme provided frameworks that allowed me to name and refine what I had been doing intuitively. More importantly, it required me to interrogate my assumptions about learning and to examine whether the structures I was using were actually producing the outcomes I intended.
What this portfolio reflects is the teacher I have become over time. Not fully formed at the beginning, and not finished now, but shaped through the work of paying attention. Paying attention to my students, to the limits of my own assumptions, and to what the classroom was asking of me that I did not yet know how to provide.
Each innovation began as a response to something that was not working. A gap I could not ignore. A moment where students needed more than what the structure allowed. What I have built since then has been guided by a commitment to teach more deliberately, more responsively, and with greater care for the realities students carry with them.
I do not understand teaching as something to master, but as something to remain accountable to. The work continues.
Acknowledgements: I would like to acknowledge my students, whose honesty, engagement, and intellectual generosity continue to shape my teaching in meaningful ways. I am especially grateful to Mrs. Michelle Stewart-McKoy, Faculty/Educational Developer, for her guidance and support through the Certificate of University Teaching and Learning (CUTL) at CETL, UWI Mona, which has been central to my pedagogical development.